Back to College

It's the day to get bck to college eii.Others went back yesterday but due to some unavoidable situation I came back today.It's really hard to leave my beloved mom and dad behind after almost 10 days at home spending precious time with both of them yet my one and only bruh.My heart was touched when mom and dad said study hard and achieve what you had been dreaming all this while.Make us proud by then I keep my self calm and steady avoiding tears flowing down my cheeks.Bruh can't stand and I saw his eyes was red and tears caught in his eyes.He drove me back to College and this is the first time we went back togethere.He was quite upset to leave but we can do nothing as we need to continue one of the most responsibility out here.I'm not so in mood today where it kept me quiet yet resist to talk to anybody.I keep myself alone.By the way I wonder how those people who study abroad and only get to see their family once a year.How do they feel?Don't their heart feel the pain on missing people they love?I thought of several questions.I kept on pondering till one part I told to myself "you are also gonna face the same thing ei.You can't keep yourself weak like this.You need to wake up and get ready to face it" That's totally true and I need to learn being away from them and stand the pain in order to achieve my goal and make them proud.Although 5 years I was away from home before this I don't have any problem so, I think I need to gain those spirits before on bearing the   pain of being away from mom and dad as how I did before.Allah will always be there for us and He's the best planner.He won't test his servant who can't endure the circumstances.